MY BIRTHDAY~

56 minutes til 12 a.m. by that time im finally 17 years old and that the time i was BORN...WOW~
For me is still hard to accept that im 17 years old already, i always feel that im still 15 years old...
im getting older every day but inside of me is young...haha~it does not make sense huh?

Im 100 persent not sure how will i celebrate my birthday for this year..because there was no plan at all...In my mind, my favorate present for this year will be GIVE ME MONEY for SHOPPING!!(will be one of my list for b.day present)

Im been living as a lonely person for 2 weeks and 1 day,but guess what?Im fine with it!!XD
im absudly fine~(if you get what i mean)

5 minutes more than is 30 of november....IM REBORN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....




...Belle...

Went to school

The only reason that i went to school was because i need to give back the books to the school...so,my school beg was heavy and add more back pain for me!!ISH~
there was no trouble in school im happy with that...just chat the whole day through
LOL!
after school i ask my sister to sent me to Leisure mall because i waited for a very long time to do my nails...it is not as beautiful as the pro people did it...very simply i don't even bother but the next time i will do like pro does cause i might get complain from my mother or aunt ...



...Belle...

confuse

I wanna make a decision but im scared that i cant do it....haiz~
can anyone show a sign to me so that it will be easy??huh?!
HAIZ~
my back pain come again!!it hurts so much i cant even sit properly or laugh...almost half of my body...this is really sucks....seriously SUCK!!!
issssshhhhh...
i have to make up my mind on something...why is it so hard for me??



...Belle...

stay at home

I stay at home doing all the home stuff...
Cooking,cleaning,washing....im still cool with it,when im boring i might go out and find people to have fun..seriously,KL does not have a lot of place to go..so,i feel very boring already because no place to go anymore...

I love to go to Sunway play with my friends but the place is too much people and is hard to go far place when i don't have car...
LOL!

25 days more!


...Belle...

Bitter Sweet

I don't know why will i say that my life is like bitter and sweet...maybe for other it does not seem that way but for me YES it is...hard to explain!

I never went to school today,anyways what's the point?what's the different with school and at home..in the class we just sleep through out the day...

I woke up at 1 pm just now because i was not able to sleep yesterday...well,my dear sister you can't blame me for not answering your calls...further than that she ask me to watch movie which was about a wife who has a breast cancer and i cant forget that it was super touching!!it make both of us crying...if you wanna check it out the movie call LOVE CUT...at the movie theater there were not much people not even more than 5 people but it was nice...

That's all of today!!good night...=)



...Belle...

The month of 11

The starting day of NOVEMBER..it's hard for me to believe that this month is already november,time went by very fast and i finally gonna be 17 years old...GOSH~im already big enough to do stuff..

As i recall when i was young i want to be 18 straight,so that i can enjoy without parents control..but now things are different,being a older adult has to do alot of things and worry things to survive..like work to earn money,payments,bils and so on...i finally understand that you should enjoy being in a young age cause there's not much stuff to think about because things is not easy as it looks like..

Being a mature is hard,but life still has to go on...to be honest i very worry about my education thing are getting hard...my stepping stone will be GET MORE A'S AS I CAN AT MY SPM EXAM...i also know that action speak louder than words...im doing my best..may God help me to fulled my dreams...

29 days to my birthday...



...Belle...

Education UK

After finish having lunch with my dad,he sent me to my sister house because we plan to go to the education fare at KLCC...the dress that i was wearing was not appropriate to the occasion one of the reason that i don't feel comfortable,i did not think about bringing a cloth to change either...

first went to British Council with my sister's family because it was a parents day for them..i was truly happy that i was able to join them...15 minutes acting like a older sister or being a parent...which is quit funny!

later we reach KLCC convention center and went there eager to know some information..walking around taking their books...man!heavy !!terrible....
today very tired!!!



...Belle...

im in pain!!

Exam end a few days ago, so now im concentrate on my undang test...i decide to take this test by this year and i wont have any trouble by next year...i just read the book for one day,it make me feels like i know everything already...all were like basic stuff that we need to know...the only thing that i have to do now is to finish the 5oo question...

yesterday after i join Lily's class i did not feel that i sweat but my body hurts...when i cant stand the pain anymore i show my mom where is the pain coming from and she check the book to see why is it bring so much pain...she found out that im having body infection where it took place at my abdomen...which means im not eating the right FOOD!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!some more im having menstruation all at once is that not enough for me???

...Belle...

yeah!

As you all can see,my back ground has been change cause i feel like it's boring already...im trying to go outside the box that's why i choose this chocolate...anyways,i love love love CHOCOLATE...hehe~and also trying to listen the song i've also change it...is more on pop....

today,my sister and I went for jogging and watch movie....Jogging was horrible i felt so tired like im going pass out,all parts of my body pain some more someone scared us...the situation was like life and dead..must ran for your life...during jogging i complain so much all kind of things...sorry but im really tired...

next,about the movie i thought is was a funny but it was other way around...==" most of the time i cover my eyes...i don't even wanna talk about it...><"


...Belle...

gifts~

today after church my aunt bring a lot of cloths..who knows where did she get it from!!
she found a lot and a lot of cloths~GOSIIIIHHHH
im not trying to show off but if you don't wanna continue to read you may leave....
ok!as i was saying..........
all of the cloths are from
message
soda
esensual
nicole
sub zero

but the one that i want the most is chanel.....DON'T HAVE
haiz~

oh my dear chanel..i'll be continue dreaming about you!!




...Belle...

i have no idea why..

i don't remember which day was all of this thing happen but i wanna write in down....k!

i accidentally destroy my refrigerator..you may ask how did i destroy it?let me tell you!
my refrigerator is kinda old..So,i have to defozen it when the ice gets biger and biger...you might not understand me but i have to show you so that you know...haiz~that refrigerator of mine has been more than 10 years and it's not big..well,maybe it's time to change..haha~!don't you think it's a good thing that it happen...

next thing,during my English Essay examination i was writing the last part of my essay...i choose question number 5 'DREAMS' after writing the second paragraph my emotion started...i think is because i write out my heart and soul in it...i am 100 % sure that i have a spelling problem...ahhhhh!!!!Ms.Lee did not gave me the chance to read over my essay to see through...
i have to work hard on that...



...Belle...

cristen 3rd birthday

1.10.10
Just open a small party for the b.day girl and she had shopping with my aunt...
on the way back home,they were lost because they don't know where to go home they had to stop and ask people which way to go..after 2 hours they arrive home...how come lost??0.o?

2.10.10
we went to A'famosa but to us it seems like very dry...nothing is fun during the day even theme park only at night is fun..so,we make a decision that we find other theme park for the little kids...thankfully we found one!!it was just newly open about few weeks ago...although sunway pyramid is more fun but is fine with us cause they is not much people there..you have your own space and safety too...since the picture has already been upload to my facebook,i wont upload again...just a waste my time..

when i finally finish playing,i receive mssg from my sister yuki that she wants me to call her mommy and call her to wish happy birthday...of course,i did what she ask..im willing to say...haha~


3.10.10
after church went to Ikea to eat my most favorite food...meet balls!!i waited for so long only i get to eat...haiz~then,went to look around find things to buy cloths but as i over think again...i told myself now is not the time for me to buy yet...i wont get to go out every single day,i might not get to use the cloths that i brought...time will come when is the prefect time to buy only i buy..maybe by that time fashion change again even better!
i just have to wait....




...Belle...

painfull week

as you see my tittle,i felt that seen the opening school things become more hard....not only school stuff and so other thing...if you know what i mean...i don't wanna spell the bee's out...cause i think i don't have too...

just so you know,i don't really like to talk about few topics like boys and love advice...cause if you know me well...i might give you the wrong answer i don't wanna be blame for that...im not a love guru,im a very normal person who gets heart-broken too...k?

some people just never grow up,very childish thinking...chicken,can i slap you?your brain truly small like the chicken's brain...can you just don't kau all the pretty girls out there but try to be mature...we were in the same school for years now....please dude...

i also felt that, im being childish in front of dada...begging,crying,foolish just to accompany me..because life is really boring...but in the end my wish was not fulled...wtf??!



...Belle...

my thing lost

yesterday after yoga class,my dad bring me to subang to play badminton..it's been a while seen i never get to play..on the way back home,i ask my dad to drop by at shell station to buy something to eat...just before i realize that my wallet was lost,i already reach home...haiz~how could i be so careless??!than,i still have to face the music from my parents.....haiz~really not a good day for me...haiz~

...Belle...

ooopss

i suppose to be in school right now...
but unfortunately i over sleep...there is another 1 hour than school is finish...
so,i don't think so is possible to reach there in time...

holidays is finally over...the conclusion of my holidays is as dull as ditchwater!!
i remember that i scold someone last Wednesday....all of it was just a misunderstanding~!
i felt so sorry...but is hard to admit...^^"




...Belle...

today

today, boring...
BORED...
Bored...
bored...
bored...
bored...
bored...
bored...

nothing else to say....
freaking BORED.....
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~~~!!!!!!!!!
ish~!




...Belle...

nice

does anyone watch 2010 MTV video music awards??
the stage was amazing!!i don't know if anyone notice it..it is really different from last year..
away more cooler to watch and those who preform...all of it is pretty nice XD

yesterday i get to spend some time with dada..which is other amazing thing..hehe~=)
it's been so long that we never see each other...i felt kinda bad leaving my sister alone...
but i love them love both...


...Belle...

waiting

im waiting for so long already.....
please faster come leh!!!
im very boring here....
come here and accompany me.......
1 day left.....



...Belle...

camp rock2

i watch this movie for 2 times now...i loved the way how Demi dress up...the colour and style...something like earth colour....NICE~~~truly nice...i think im gonna copy cat her...if i can find something that looks like her cloths....

anyways,my fav. song from cam rock 2 is INTRODUCING ME by NICK JONAS...in the movie he looks so cute and a bit man...anyone who haven't see it yet...you should check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UILg-PIt_l0&hd=1

Camp Rock 2 The Final Jam – Introducing Me Lyrics

I’m good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you’re not asking
But I’m trying to grow a moustache

I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name

If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that’ll show if you’re close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I’ll try to do my best to impress
But it’s easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me

I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word “dude”
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I’ve never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on ‘em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile

If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that’ll show if you’re close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I’ll try to do my best to impress
But it’s easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, possibly amusing
Introducing me

Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next time

So if you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that’ll show if you’re close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I’ll try to do my best to impress
But it’s easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, hopefully amusing
Introducing me

school break

finally,have some rest..no school work...don't have to listen teachers complaining about somethings......BREAK!!!!!!!weeeeeee~=P
so happy....besides that,*ehmmmmm>>
hai you liu tian ta jiu wei lai liao....6 DAYS!!!!count down
^-*



...Belle...

live by one rule only

it seems like a lot of people had a bad mood today...early in the morning getting scold by the teacher..like i have always said..being a head is not a easy and simple job...even a small little mistake will get scold by a teacher...sometimes they trying to make it like a very big problem...

3 to 4 teacher make decision on what we do and the problem is "they" are totally different decision...simple : one said right...one said left...other one said back....
let me ask you this question...out of this 3....which one will you obey?i bet that even a dog can't choose which master to follow nor obey...
why can't we follow one rule only??so that,not much complain and problem....is that very hard to ask?complicated?

if you know you cannot handle being a teacher until wanna give up...i'll give u an advice PLEASE QUIT THE JOB!!!

today's yoga class is kinda hard to copy or follow...war~my body hurts....=(
sweat like 6 glass of water...is that less or more?


...Belle...

patriotic song

every class must join this event...so,my class only yesterday start to practice...when my class went up the stage....OMG!!!some did not face the teacher,did not stand properly,did not sing louder....it was so very damn embarrassing man.....everyone is not prepare....what a day?!


...Belle...

wedding event

i did not get to join this event..i don't really know them much but they are still a part of my family members...
now,i realize that i have a huge family....wow~


26th August 2010

(Nicefora Avelino Moradle)


28th August 2010
(Karlou D. Mutia)





...Belle...

im desolate!

i wanna outcry about few people that work with me during my important part of my duty...
so,im going to ironed out the things which i over heard them talking about...
don't like what i do...come personally to me and tell me face to face!don't wanna get scolded by me?do your fucking job then so that i can shout my fucking mouth!i never do my work and like to scold people?hey,do you think i want to??doing your job like your the princess taking your own sweet time?who is worse?me or you.. dude?

seeing your face more then 2 weeks!but still sucks at doing work...who do i blame for putting all the wrong fails in the wrong place and class....ME??why do you take over my place for a week...feel the head pain and complain from the teachers....everyday every minute of the day....could you hold it??from teacher who don't have a kind heart and mind...never thought of other people...think it over could you? before saying all those rubbish ?be an adult!!!



...Belle...

chatroom

after school our group-me , yuki , kah mun-for sivik that we're gonna pass up on the end of the month..the three of us never went to Musium Negara before..so,we don't even really know where to go nor stop at where...we're just like going from east to west til my leg was pain...

when everything is done,we find some place to have our lunch..kah mun suggest a place near pudu plaza..yuki and me don't know where's the place...so kah mun lead us the way..the name of that shop is Chatroom..this will be my first and last time that i will go in there because majority are young couples...the food was great but the style of the place are not my cup of tea...what irritates me is i can see the young couple's kissing from left to right include touching...i bet not only me...yuki and kah mun saw it too!

tomorrow i still have to wake up early because im going to school not for studying but do something else which is totally for the prefects only to know...haiz~job!



...Belle...

so do you think you can dance?

do anyone watch this show?? those who don't like to dance or watch dancing movie...i bet you will not watch or bother about it...well,in my case i LOVE dancing..i been following the episode for quit long now....

her name is Jeanine...she is the winner for this season 5....amazing dancer,i totally admire her from the moment she start this competition....she look so pretty right???anyone wish to see how she dance can just find her at youtube...type her name-Jeanine so you think you can dance...that's it...=)enjoy....







...Belle...

stop drama..

i know it's been so long that i never blog..sorry but busy and lazy...
before i start,i wanna say thank you to my beloved yuki for saying a wonderful and funny about me...all the thing that she wrote explain who i am as a person...

usual a lot of thing had happen...im very happy that i found my dream back pack that i just brought yesterday afternoon and also it's my fav. colour...Sharp PINK!!!am i lucky or what?!haha~by the way,im not trying to copycat some other people ok...i just follow what i want from my heart...swear man~=/

ghost festival has started that's why i don't really went out that much...wowooooo~cause is scary anything can happen...even for 0ne minute!
complains and arguments has been going on for quit sometime now....
haiz~can "u" just shout up ar???stop the drama!!!cause your not a good actor...get the advice from me rather than other people because they wont tell you the truth...

there's homework's and works that need to be finish...HELP~



...Belle...

finally

exam has just ended...now,i can have a time to rest...
=')
yesterday was a night mare,it was totally my first time to see one of my tuition center teacher
scold and get very mad...bang the door that makes everyone shocked and scared...it was loud!!
a person who looks every cool and can handle everything that seems to be easy for him to control...this teach me that don't judge a book by its cover...he has a temper too~!
wow~



...Belle...

bored!

i haven't start study yet...
feel lazy but don't wanna fail my test...
haiz~
now at McDonald bukit bintang,with my parents...


im not prepare!!
T.T



...Belle...

a week has been too long!

i've been busy for quit sometime now...being sick and head pain...seems like my brain keep going around,around and round...now,i finally understand that dealing with a lot of things can make anyone crazy and dump!
doing revision and trying to cop up being a AJK....

next thing,this one is like a heart to heart talk but not a sweet talk...
being one of the AKJ is a hard job and i understand that scold other prefect in public is embrassing...i totally get but the problem is THEY did not do their job...
please lah wei~wake up!!

DO YOUR "F"ISH JOD ANG OPEN YOUR "F"ISH MOUTH!!!



...Belle...

a lot of change

i know this is a dairy but a public dairy that anyone can read...
i don't always say the things that happens around me or during the day...other people might use bad attention toward me...if you get what i mean lah...
sometimes it's nice to write for the "good" things...write your heart out when nobody you can share with...

now days i have a lot of fancy agenda to be done...which is breaking my head off...i don't really show this kind of emotion,only when im over stress...i'll blurs into flame...
im dealing with my unfinished homework,project,prefects job and revision....it sound simple but it's hard to balance those things at the same time on the same day for most of the time...
when im over stress i use to listen to music for 3 hours to relax my mind...in that 3 hours i do a lot of things but never do...worst part,im still ailing!surely,im not enjoying it....

a week long has past,i did not went to school had a bit relax...now im back to school seems like everything change...duty,form teacher as long school stuff...haiz~besides that,world greatest friend suddenly become melandic in font of boys...im not use to her like that!seriously,when i saw it makes me feel so sensitive about it...truly,im not use seeing her like this...but anyways look at the bright side,new experience with other nation people...'in love'
this surely will took her a long long long time until other men comes into her life...so,im gonna hear his name for million times,i bet more than that...=="



...Belle...

ASEAN SCHL GAMES

i did not get to write because i was busy with Asean School games(basketball)...every single days makes me tired and tired...nothing of the duty are heavy but in the end of the day still feels forlornly...

while i was there,we get to do things and watch the match...i always and will be the supporter of Philippines in any type of sports or games....i was kinda anxiety because i wonder what will be the expiration of yuki when she meet the Filipino's boys....for my knowledge she never meet one before so....you know...kinda worried me....like what if she don't like them....but all my worries now are gone,because she actually like them.....really really LIKE "THEM".....
im happy with that....she also makes me jumble too....wired right??? ya,i know too =="

on last Thursday 15 of July.....she makes a deal....
there are two box of "erm,don't know how to explain" but the catch was one of the box is empty....
i have to choose either one of them...if i get correct that thing will be mine....but if wrong i have to give it to a Filipino player number 6....so,i think it over and sounds fair enough....
i lose ><"....i have to rap it with gift paper it will be more presentive when i give it to him... guess what??i rap this present at 7 elven after our breakfast at petaling street at 7 am...

im starting to miss the cheering,going around,do anything you want,watch the match...not even 2 days i miss all those things already...cheer for my favorite team until i have no voice and getting sick....yerrr...i hate being sick...not fun at all...

exercises

now days,as you all may know that im into badminton so much...so,during the weekends im playing badminton with my dad or relative or church members....i sweat a lot and forlornly but its worthy!!anyways,there is old saying that exercises is good for health and brain too..haha~
start at 8 a.m. till 5 p.m. but i get to break for 3 hours...today was a nice game!im starting to improve~wheeeee~

move on....
allow me to explain,why on earth i don't like to mingle with the peolpe that not every close to me...(meaning chat with them)boy or girl is just the same..."SOMETIMES!!"don't misunderstand me~okey?!
:BECAUSE:
-misunderstanding
-conversation hangging
-trying hard to find a topic(for me)
-hamsap(boys)
-unpleasant
-hash
-too emotion(showing to much!)

that's all!!!!



...Belle...

report card

daddy came to take my card at school...
well,the first semester i get 3rd place in class with flying colours...then second semester still get 3 rd place in class but im not satisfied with my grades...especially one particular teacher that teach 2 subjects and they are my MOST favorite subjects because of her i fail...i will not relaying on her but i still need her to explain to me,so that i can understand further...i wonder,who could possibly accept her as a teacher??she is not qualified to be a teacher...

my class teacher did not say bad things about me only said that im lazy most of the time....true!true!it is in my nature..wakakakaka~!
have to prepare for the coming examination....

one more thing,the trees in front of my school has been cut down...
its very sad to see this kind of things...speechless!




...Belle...

mommy's birthday

after tuition dad came and fetch me...
when i went into the car he said that we're going to melaka right now...
i was wondering why there??actually is all because of the otak-otak(food)...
warlao wei~although it was just a few hours drive but very tired leh!
some more i did not have a nap,that's why im super tired...
it was just a small party for mommy friends and family around...ate the food that she likes then go home...
i reach k.l around 4 a.m. just 2 hours sleep then go to school....
LOL~!crazy
15 mintues to 7 a.m. before i fix my school beg and rush to school....=="



...Belle...

pimple ><"

i don't know what did i do or eat that make me have a pimple right on the center of my nose...
it is very pain and look as big as 10 sen..what make me feel terrible is that is so big and in red colour like im as in reindeer =="......
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
aaaa!
aa!
a!
it's been such a long time i did not have pimples except pimple marked.....
can i wear mask to school besides it in only a couple of weeks....=[
fast fast get off~!haiz~!



...Belle...

June 26

woke up early in the morning suddenly thought of going to perak...
so,i followed my parents nothing spectacular about it...
when i reach k.l. i called yuki to ask weather she able to go back late...im planing to bring her along with me to go church then play badminton with my family and some church member friends....

it was yuki's first time to come to my church,i don't really know if she fully understand the teaching or not...anyway,it is also my first time to see her dress so appropriate...she told me she only use inside her room never wear it outside...she really does look like a professional..hahahaha~

after church,it was your time to play and sweat sweat sweat sweat the whole way through!!the game was great wish we had more time to play..all of us,reach home about 12 midnight hope still have for next time...^-*

...Belle...

short post...

i felt very bad that i can't go to prefects camp cause this is a very rare opportunity...
even the activities sounds very fun something like team building,i never try camping or had sleep over any of my friends house before..so,i don't any experience @.@"

suppose to be today,Jane,yuki and me plan to play badminton but it did not work out as we planed..seen it was been cancel,i decided to follow my aunt for jalan-jalan cari makan and spend time with my cousins...im tired but i still enjoy~whenever im with them there are always trouble or things to do like babysitter..haha~anyway,i don't mind cause my older cousin is there with me...she is having collage holiday until August..hehe~got someone accompany me....



...Belle...

what's wrong with me today??

im very jumble right now..i don't know what's wrong with me...
i feel normal but inside of me,feel like wanna find trouble with someone or something...
whenever my mood is normal the look of my face look sad and bored,sometime its hard for me to fancy what i thinking or feels..had a some argument in class with my friends,to tell what should we do to improve our-self..

when i reach home i realize that my mom haven't go to work...out of no where,the 'dragon' and the 'bear' were screaming out loud and throwing fire balls each other while i was busy cooking for my lunch..before that,i went out to the shop buy some few things for me to cook...when im about to go back home i have to cross the road then 5 minutes walk before i reach home...so,while i was crossing the road...there is this school bus wanna U-turn while the driver was waiting the cars to pass by her,i look right and left for crossing road safety...

i remember clearly that they were no cars,the bus made his U-turn and i take the opportunity to cross over the road...suddenly,3 cars pop up and i stop at the middle of the road...after the cars pass i continue to cross over,i just look at my umbrella not even one minute...next thing i know,i heard a loud hon...a Honda car almost hit me lucky he break early if not i bet i'll end up in the hospital....



...Belle...

i feel anxiety

early in the morning,doing my duty as always during the assembling for the rest 2 years
i will be in charge the bahagian discipline...what makes me like to do this job is because everyday there are different thing to do...for most of the time i went back to class very late and i will miss few periods...deepen on how plenty is the kesalahan that the students do...

this week is my first week without Vivian(ex-k.discipline)so i have to do all by myself...i finally understand why she was scold people who is very noop in doing the works that had been ask...it was just every simple but they all make it hard...

sometimes i feel that i been pull in millions of direction,i did want to scold people especially early in the morning...i just wish it will be batter after a few days...wish me all the best...
NO MORE SCOLDING PEOPLE EARLY IN THE MORNING AND BLACK FACE!!!!!


...Belle...

Wang Zhen Wei

hehe~i think everyone know who is this gay..who act as a bad person in karate kid as Cheng!!i like him~=X
yesterday i watch the movie again...i never felt boring with the movie even i watch for a hundred times..while i was watching movie with my parents suddenly i receive sms from 2 'people'...how disturbing is that??i just can't take off my eyes on him...i try to search in yahoo and google but i can't find anything about him something...non at all...this picture is the best that i found...

next thing,i heard very bad news about my 2 uncle's...they had a fight each other over business,so in the end one of them went to hospital my uncle Balong hit his head and had blood clothing in the end he can't remember anyone..family,relatives or friends...all of us are worried about him now...




...Belle...

bad trend

Let be very frank with anyone who are reading now...i have a huge issue about attitude,other people's attitude especially boys...that makes me wanna break their bone,pull the hair,slap the face and hit their ass off...for heaven sake!!BE A MAN and act like one...BE A GENTLEMAN and make sure you do it,where ever you are or who ever your with even with your parents not just by saying you are "one"...how are you suppose to treat a lady??your mother consider as a lady only that their old or maybe not....how will a girl or lady admire someone like you??please do something about it and think of it as a emphasis....one more thing,please don't act like your STUPID seen you have brain like anyone else on earth!!!

That kind of person i will consider as guy,because trying too hard to be/act a woman...sometimes it get worse for being useless...do any parents teach moral at homes??i wanna purging on gays with a pig brain...BOYS!BOYS!BOYS!!!@#$%^&!!!%$#@^!....however,i don't have much complain about girls..when i don't like something about them i just try to keep my distance away from them or i just be frank with them by face to face before that i will try to keep my temper down until i can't bare to stand that particular person...


actually what makes me talk about this topic because,today i watch movie with my dear sister...well,the truth was she have a blind date with "..." and begging me to accompany her..at last minute,she told me that someone will be joining us which is two more...therefore,the totally number was 2 girls 3 boys.... kinda have "acting" for few reason..
for the bottom of my heart,those 3 boys are bullshit..PIG BRIAN!!different type of attitude which were suck as hell...i should call them 3 guys...from now onwards these 3 are blacklist from my own list of friends....anyway,'_ _ _' does not consider as my friend...his a loser and fu*ck his life!

...Belle...

free ticket...

My mother told me that someone from the royal family gave my mom
a ticket for any movie valid till December 2010 although is not a huge thing
but for me is YES!!my friends and i always wanna watch 3D movie but it always
fell,it does not feel cool...do you know when someone else get to watch when ever they want
but you don't get to do the same way they did,it felt so bad..right??

anyway,i cannot give further information about the royal...because write something it might
get sue...so,i'm gonna keep it safe..seen my mom's reputation in it...
if my mom is not gonna watch with me i will invite my dearest friend which is YUKI...
who knows me very well,more than anyone else...i'm actually very surprise that she will know
about me very much...besides,most of her friends know that she always put her friends "first"...


...Belle..

holidays.....

I'm back in k.l after a long trip from kuantan....
had a lot of fun...starting to miss the view of the ocean and the smell...
it was so windy and peace...i would love to show all of you the pictures that i taken
but i super lazy to upload those pictures...when i was there in kuantan i don't even feel
like wanna write the things that happen during the day...i would online just to my face book and play games for hours and hours...

i don't know why..once in a while i felt that i miss out a lot in face book...seen everyone is enjoying and having fun...i felt boring...=="
now,i my brain is empty..i don't know what else to say....so,i gonna stop for now...
bye~!
happy holidays again....=X




...Belle...

east to west

this is the song that my group use to perform...
it is a very meaningful song..for any Cristin...
this song keeps going in to my mind...i LOVE it~=D
or you can listen through youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyoVJfADlwo

East to WEST by Casting Crowns

Here I am Lord and I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you've cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before you now
As though I've never sinned but today
I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your [T]ruth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus, you know just how far
The East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
(The arms of your mercy I find rest)
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other(x2)

(Just how far, the East is from the West) (x3)

From one scarred hand to the other

...Belle...

teacher's day

everyone agreed that smksm had the best teacher's day ever!!it was not as boring like the previous years before...however what i think is the most best part is that the PA system has been change it faction more BETTER, it cost 20 thousand ringgit just arrived the day before the teacher's day...

before i continue i wanna thank my beloved sister YUKI for helping me...around 5-6 am i went to her house just to help me to make up before i went to school...it was so beautiful and perfect!Of course,i can't forget MABEL for helping me to do my hair...muacksss =D

early in the morning i was kinda emo,i guess it's because i scared that my group dance would end up like a mess...for all the hard work we've done and try to endure the difficulties that we face...and so the good news was the performance end up to be better then yesterday...(=
Carmen,Mable,Yi Heng and Kuok Wei...we made it!!!XDD
the best performance goes to Sydney Pong and his team member...he is good for entertainment..hahaha~

after school,i meet up with my sisters and watch the movie"Happy go Lucky"..it is a good lesson and funny to watch...i had a great day and feel tired at the same time....wooo~AWESOME!!!!

...Belle...

scared...

LOL...i thought today i can practise so that i can improve...
only after school we practise...if im not mistaken only 30 mins
and in that time is not a real practise,we were like you do yours then i do mine...
not the whole team do together....although half of my body pain like hell...i still wanna practise...
to make it perfect...

most of all,i did not want my team to know that half of my body is in pain...
i don't know how the hell kuok wei find out about it...=="
paise~but i still to thank him for the advice =]

early morning i cant get up from my bed because
my back is PAIN...too painful that i had
to ask my daddy to send me to school a bit late then usually..and i can't sit properly even walk..is just like i lost my leg...my gosh,i did not that this will happen...


besides this,i wanna tell everyone that even though my name is going to change to another
but still...i repeat STILL my real n.name is STILL BELLE...is just that my aunt want me to change my name in facebook...the name Avelino is my father side family name....so next time please don't ask me again...why change??cause of my aunt...don't ask me why....




...Belle...

dance routine

i think Carmen fade up with me cause i can't memories the dance routine...
and also cause her pain and head pain...i have to dance more than 100 times to
remember the steps...

but im also luck that Seet is guide me through the way...=)
and there are boys dancing with us...im not use to dance with boy that i
don't know...i feel ashamed O.O"
but after a while those feeling gone already...haha~

i start practise from morning until afternoon...i have to say thank you to
marble for sending me home...=]
even my breakfast i did go and eat..."im not on diet ok??"
just don't feeling of eating...3 days before teachers day...and i have 2 days left
to make sure i don't mess up...we still have to cut some of the dance because madam Ee
ask us to~...

well,my friends..wish me luck...and i really need it...and make up you shout out loud...
haha~don't worry i can hear you...from the heart lah..of course...and lastly..THANK YOU~!!!!



...Belle...

Too tired...

Today was PS,PPS and KP pelantikkan...
i THINK it went alright...cause I don't know what's going on that time...
we actually can't move nor look around...all I know was im sweating like im
taking a bath non-stop sweating....too hot already!

After recess, practise dancing..i thought i was out from the team...
i have no news seen last week...i forget the dance than now i have to memories
again....LOL~
I have four days left and i don't know why im so freaking nervos and scared at the same time...
i never felt like this when i have any performance only now...i scared i mess up...all because of ME...
i for sure don't wanna let that happen...

i never study the whole day...haha~means i don't have use my brain >"<
during this afternoon it was heavy rain..aiyo~suddenly it reminds me of "someone"
because of the weather,i was not able to play ball...==" super hate it
when i get up to my bus then take a place to sit....my eyes was like closing
and i felt asleep...
ok~image me sleeping then my mouth was wild open and my head keep falling down...
how embarrassing~

tomorrow will be another day,i bet that im gonna be busy again..



...Belle...

happy birthday....

yup!yup!my daddy's birthday....

hahaha~i get a lot of comment that my dad looks young......

and he much more look like my older brother....

im not sure how are we gonna celebrate today....

so im waiting.....

furthermore,he is only in his 30's......

I LOVE YOU DADDY...!!!!

...Belle...

errr!!

im quit angry cause my hand phone camera can't work...i can't take PICTURE!!!!!
sometimes it works sometimes no....errr~i know i should send to the "hand phone hospital"
but i scared that they will say 'i think when your charging your phone you did not off it...that's why now side your phone have problem..so,you have to leave your phone here a couple of weeks..'


LOL...later my mom will kill me for not taking care properly of my phone...haiz~
which mean very time im hang out with my friends i have to bring along my camera....haiz~it's heavy and ma fan leh~!ish...ish ish ish....hate it!!!any idea on what should i do to my phone???anyone??


...Belle...

get well soon!my dear...

this picture look cute...right??no matter she is with make-up or without make-up...she always looks great..i just sometimes i don't get why does she said her self ugly??hmmmm.........

next thing,she is not able to go to school nor tuition cause she is affected by H1N1...right now,she is at sg. Buloh hospital and visiting is not allowed..she will be there for 2 weeks...i worried so much about her...i just hope will get well soon...i think everyone is worried about her...

mid-year exam is still going on and i think she wont get to do the exam...when i told my dad that

she was affected by H1N1 he was super shock.....you should see his face when i told him...

what a news!!

when i reach my class...CH and my sister told me that one of our friend has married....
to tell the truth i never thought that he'll be married that soon..believe me,when you
see the person im taking about you will ask a lot of question...example :-why does he always look that sleepy??do he have any sleep at all??
oh,by the way..if you're wondering who is it...i don't wanna mention his name...
im not gonna say bad things about him...im just telling you the story what i heard
from my friends...clear??

so,the most shocking thing that i heard is that,if his first child will be a girl....
then,he should be the first one who will broke her virginity rather than other boys
take it or 'do' it to her...his able to do that
to his very own child or should i say his own BLOOD...that can be consider as "rape" violation and abuse...
how could a person think like that and he is going to be father soon...
so soon~!that is the most ridiculous excuse i ever heard in my life...honestly!

but in the bright side,i still wish him happiness in life and have a wonderful life..lastly,i hope
he will not have a baby girl now or in future...


...Belle...

start over again...

i think it's already been 8 months seen i never change my background....
so now there's a new one..more girlly type one too!hahaha~don't blame if it's too pink...
cause i love pink so much....for me this will be a new chapter in my life or story that
im gonna write from now on...besides that,the music also is very similar to what im feeling
right now....

"its alright,it's ok..im so much batter without you and i won't sorry"
and so on with the lyrics....
there is nothing else for me to say..so,from now bye!



...Belle...

exam week...

guess what?im having mid-year exam 3 weeks in a row...
and im here playing games enjoying my time...watching tv,listening to
music and lastly chatting.....
while other people is trying to do their best by doing revision.....

besides this,alot of thing happen to my life this week...creazy stuff!!
i dont know weather should i share it...my mind said yes but my heart said no...
so in still thinking...and the answer will be no...
oooopppppssss.....sorry for disappointment....
allow me to tell you why....because i dont wanna make up story...
and after i tell you...you maybe feel that im "perasan"


im starting to feel that i might close this blog....
LOL~!


...Belle...

head pain

right now,i feel very head pain...if i dont do something to
relax my mind...i would end up in the hospital...i feel my brain
is heavy,pain and also wanna vomit....

i pray that i will be fine.....
now.im out!!i have revision to do!!!
aaaggggggrrrrrrrr.....




...Belle...

p.malam

during the afternoon i had a group study with yuki,at leisure mall-Starbucks....
but what we do was playing our laptop from 3-5.30 pm...
then the other 1.30 hours we did abit revision only...just that short time...

at 7 pm i straight went for tuition while yuki get to go around
at leisure mall because she stop perdagangan class...and the teacher is super active
but cant understand what she teach...it wont go inside my brain..no matter how many times
she teach or explain....

when class ended,i follow my parents to pasar malam for dinner..."asam laksa"
actually it was not my cup of tea!!so,i ate prawn mee..hahaha~after that,went for a walk....
while we were busy looking at the clothes...my mom shout in anger and kick a person...
when i turn back and see it was a middle age woman and beside her was her child...
my mom kick her ass cause her tried to open my mom's hand beg..

mom : WHY DID YOU OPEN MY BEG???
woman : I did not open..i was just passing by...
mom : My daughter and i saw you open it!

then,the woman just walk off....

this is why mom dislike to walk at pasar malam...i bet that woman feel very pain
because my mom kick her damn hard...furthermore,she was a skinny and short type
of person...and i know my mom is very good in kicking!!she able to be the master in
kicking..and can be a actor in the movie kick-ass~!!




...Belle...

urine test

Leong Kit and Marcus call me out from the class...
because we were assign to help Pn.Yusaslida in the bilik
sejarah...before we went down,we have to find other prefect
so that it will be equal....2 boys 2 girls

before i enter bilik sejarah...i can smell something smelly
and i cant explain what smell is that....issshhh~really cant stand it...
they were 36 students from all forms 3-5...
30 boys and 6 girls...they were been call cause they have urine test...
why??to see weather they took drunks or not??LOL!!


to be impress non of them took drunks...ALL OF THEM 36 people....
im starting to think that our school students are good boys and girls...
hahaha~



...Belle...

busy week....

yup,im gonna be busy...because next week will
be exam week after that it's report card day...of course,
i have to do batter...is very common thing for all the students that
care about their future...

my sister and i plan group study at leisure mall on Wednesday,Thursday,
and Friday...well,i think it will be both of us only...anyway,it's more better...
less people we can control our self...when time's up we're going to tuition...which actually
is very interesting thing for me....i been to a lot of tuition center out of all of them
i like the tuition center im in now..
teachers are friendly and teach very good too...

im trying to make myself busy so that i wont be boring and keep complaining....
do sometime i like...on the other hand,although im busy maybe i still going to online
but sometimes it deepen on my mood weather i want or not..
bye for now....^-^






...Belle...

i hate it.......

now only i've notice that my life will suck without you...
ya...ya..ya...i know...how could this happen....
i dint know how to explain myself to him...nether to show
my feel nor care towards him...there's always a big wall
in font for me..then when i think it back...a feeling of full regret..
haiz~i've try to break the ice but he always take it to the wrong side...

i don't is my english so bad that he cant understand or his english
is bad that he cant understand deeper english??0.o??so...which one
here?im the stupid one or his up slow??

it always make me wanna break my head on the floor so that i cant think properly....
advice sometimes help sometime not at all..it make things worse than ever!!!
aiyo~

or maybe i should go back to the old me..by being play girl it would not
be hard for me anyway it easy....but being loyal to a person but that another
person not loyal and very good in saying sweet words that make your heart melting
by the time you forget to think that what he said is for real....

...Belle...

my dog!!!

im so worry about my dog...
he is having sickness...worse than before....
im so so so very very WORRY and UPSAD~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
it's already been 9 years seen i have him...
it was my birthday gift from my best friend
when i was only 9 years old...


let's just say if his gone...i gonna have to
buy a another dog or adopt another
dog from someone...
errrrrrrr!!!!im not sure...i don't know...
whatever!!!


im out~



...Belle...

i feel better....

i finally can smile widely...

i dont feeling anything...no heart attack,no head pain,no heart broke...

im finally FREEE!!!

hahaha~the felling is heartless..hmmm...no bad right?

things change alot...

dont worry this will be easy for me...

so,smile for me...wheeeeee~~~~

C=

...Belle...

prefact gathering

wake up early in the morning cause i wanted to join

the perfact gathering..this will be my first time joining

this kind of stuff....

the vaneu is at SMK (P) Pudu....at first i went to the

wrong place...the secoud time also went to the wrong
place...

but thankfully i found found the place also...only 4 prefect
and

1 senior went there...other school have more then
us...~.~

i don't wanna talk to much cause there's many picture...

sorry..hope don't mind X_X

START...

during break time......

hahaha~nice marh?

my 2 lovely friends ^^

saw and me

my junior

my senior (=

she don't wanna take picture with me...reading her Japanese book...

hahaha~

-THE END-

...Belle...

my dad?!

war~let me tell you....
now days,my dad kept telling me that one of
his friends always read my blog...i don't know
weather that person is a men or women...
but he did told me that the person also same age with him...

the thing i can't believe of what he said was....
that person knows my blog-add..it's very impossible
cause i never give this blog-add to anyone...only my friends know...
what i mean was...in facebook i did not put my blog-add or my MSN...
nothing at all...

so,my question is?how did "you" find out??whoever you are....
my dad even said that that person gave a comment before...
i check but it truns out to be don't have.....and let's just say that
there are few things that i don't like about what did the person told me
dad...



hey,i think you find the wrong blog...in the whole world im not the one
name Belle Emerson...k?

haiz~worried...

LOL...just finish tuition...not tired but i feel like
my brain become heavy ~.~
in my tuition center,my modern math teacher is a man...
where i think..for my own only lah...cause i don't know his name...
and i think no body dare to ask....

he is tall and tine...which look like his a basketball player...
then,his looks was like a gangster...whenever he shout in class...
of sure there are someone who get shock..i don't know everyone there
so,i bet no body sleep during his class....

we have just finish chapter 5...and we're having exam next week...
he only allow us 30 mins to finish answer all his question...
well,my whole point here is that...i don't wanna get low mark...
that's why im so worry...i know a little bit but it means don't know anything...
this is what he told us the other day..which is true..so very true...


i really know...but i still have to do a lot of exercise =="
im not pro in math....
haiz~~



...Belle...

yeah~finally....

hahaha~yup!finally this post will be the 100 post...
i know~very slow...well,what i do??sometimes im lazy,tired,
more lazy and sometimes fed up...^^"

ok...now days,i trying my best to do the best...i mean my duty
during perhimpuan...sometimes the people i work with
"SOMETIMES" do not listen to instruction....sometimes lah...
i repeat again sometimes....

im try to keep the table neat cause if is Massey...very hard to find things...
moreover,some of the paper also maybe get lost...certainly we guys does
not wanna get scold by the "teacher"...and of course Vivian too...

erm...get what i mean??lolx....>_<"



...Belle...

this is how he treat me?

i thought that my misery has ended last 2 days ago...but i still hared some news..which is not good..."so not good" although im not happy with it..im gonna leave it first...and i don't wanna waste my time to look for the mystery guy who heck his computer or maybe was himself but did not admit!!this kind of man to me mean he don't have langau not a man but a girl.....

i don't wanna bother about LOVE right now and then...im gonna concentrate on my education and mid year exam...which is more important then "love"

i have a lot of thing to do and think but one of them is definitely not love again....im so fed up~!

i wish he read this...i barely hope so..cause im #$%^&*! angry...

talking about how @#$%^&*! angry i am...one of the reason also because he lost his wallet and did not tell me anything but to his kai muii..HELLO!!!!!STUPID????the more you did not tell me the more angry and sad i am...if you could have tell me..how you lost it or why did you lost...explain to me...do you think i will eat you live?of course i will understand you or maybe i don't even gonna care about it AS LONG AS YOU TELL ME....is that very hard to do?hey,i do hope you know how much that wallet cost...how much afford did i put to buy you this wallet....just to give as a b.day gift and to replace the old wallet which look like rubbish.....

i will not get angry for no reason and scolding people without reason....

new laptop!!weeXD

yeah!yeah!yeah!

i got new laptop~~!!!!so happy XD

this afternoon my daddy fetch me from school then go to

the bank take money....

i actually dont follow brand,seen last time my mom

loved Fujitsu...therefore,we brought Fujitsu...the sale's man

give me alot of free gift...wakakakaka~i think today is my

lucky day..the whole shopping center im the only one who

wear school uniform...every where i go,there's people

looking at me...feel very weird...i dont like!!

i was in the shopping center seen 2 pm until 6 pm....

it very treading while waiting the sale's man to

finish installing i was sitting and fall a sleep...~so kasihan~ T_T

and i did not get to attended the

meeting for bola tampar...

i also help my sister to find laptop cause she also wanna buy

one...i think i already know where can we buy...same shop with me

hahaha~cause the sale's guy every kind person...i asked them do they

sell Deli laptop...they said have but finish stock..so by next week have

already...hahaha~~

misundersatnding......

I've got a heart attack on 09.04.2010....not a real but it feels

very much like heart attack...i will not say in details because

is very private stuff...k?

it all happen in MSN..i though he was "him"...because some

of his English spelling was type just like "him"...and some

question he asked..it sound so much like "him"..he even

scold me...by using all the bad words..."HE" never ever

do that to me although his very angry...

at that time my world was turn into two....lucky

my best friend and my sister was beside me..through

this hard time...

but it all change when he online the next day...telling me

it was not him...SOMEBODY heck his MSN...i dont understand

why does that guy have to do like that (the one who heck his MSN)

is not funny or nice to play at all...and it is way pass seen April fool...

April fool is not on 09 april!!!is on the 1st of April.....LOL!!!

do you ever see your calendar???hello?!stop dreaming!!

I'm waiting for his return...but i know is still very long...

so im waiting...waiting .....waitng...and waiting....

haiz~that's why is all a misunderstanding...

...Belle...

good friday...

i totally for get it was good Friday yesterday....when my tuition teacher come in to our class...

she directly said "Good Friday everyone"....at that time,i was like..."oh,yea!"

i ask yuki...what should we do?because im at home feel so boring....

she come up with a good idea...which was going to her house then she cook

for me...hahaha~sweet leh?she was not good in cooking but i still ate the food

she cook...she try her best..anyway,it taste ok...

so,while we eating,we watch Korean drama..straight away to haven...

if im not mistaken....some of the part was very romantic or touching or

remind her of someone she will scream like hell then later she beat the pillow and hit her

face with the pillow of course....=="

...Belle...

kursus pengawas

30 $ 31 Th march 2010....

10 of us from SMK Seri Mutiara went to SMK Aminuddin Baki for "Kem Kepimpinan Pengawas Peringkat Zon Pudu" and other 26 school from zon pudu also...the total of the students are 280...

quit a lot of people i should say...we start at 8 am til 4 pm long than masa PNP...aiyo~

in this kem,i learn a lot of things,one of them are different ways to solve a problem..knowing what is your own strengths and weakness and for me the most important is communication...most of us that join have a lot of idea that can improve us.....i don't wanna take so much...here are the picture....

nice pejabat!!!!

dawan SMKAB

during rehat...but huey yee become our camera lady....

she is learning how to use seet's touch phone...

discussion....

my idol!!!!!!

-The End-

...Belle....

the change~^^'

alot people told me that i change alot from last time that

they saw me...for me,of course i don't realize that...every morning

see at the mirror from left to right is just the same!

LOL!

anyway,here are the picture.....

2008

2009

this is me now 2010!

-the end-

...Belle...

first exam in F4

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally it's done...but result haven't know yet....
adui~been busy this few days with study...
my bf was all the books im holding,(for all subject)
day and night also reading...

i still have tuition to attend..so now,im out!
by the way,happy holiday's!!!!

^____________^

ENJOY!!






...Belle...

wedding dinner

last sunday,i and my cousin's attend a wedding dinner...

it's my first time to attend indian wedding...is was fun though...

that's why,i never have to the chance to study...

but i still get to answer the question...cool XD

last mint study......

my uncle Apun,my cousin's and me ^^"

acting cute LOL!><"

the woman tat wearing light green is a japaness...wow!

my dad amd my cousin ^^

...Belle...