a lot of change

i know this is a dairy but a public dairy that anyone can read...
i don't always say the things that happens around me or during the day...other people might use bad attention toward me...if you get what i mean lah...
sometimes it's nice to write for the "good" things...write your heart out when nobody you can share with...

now days i have a lot of fancy agenda to be done...which is breaking my head off...i don't really show this kind of emotion,only when im over stress...i'll blurs into flame...
im dealing with my unfinished homework,project,prefects job and revision....it sound simple but it's hard to balance those things at the same time on the same day for most of the time...
when im over stress i use to listen to music for 3 hours to relax my mind...in that 3 hours i do a lot of things but never do...worst part,im still ailing!surely,im not enjoying it....

a week long has past,i did not went to school had a bit relax...now im back to school seems like everything change...duty,form teacher as long school stuff...haiz~besides that,world greatest friend suddenly become melandic in font of boys...im not use to her like that!seriously,when i saw it makes me feel so sensitive about it...truly,im not use seeing her like this...but anyways look at the bright side,new experience with other nation people...'in love'
this surely will took her a long long long time until other men comes into her life...so,im gonna hear his name for million times,i bet more than that...=="



...Belle...