i hate it.......

now only i've notice that my life will suck without you...
ya...ya..ya...i know...how could this happen....
i dint know how to explain myself to him...nether to show
my feel nor care towards him...there's always a big wall
in font for me..then when i think it back...a feeling of full regret..
haiz~i've try to break the ice but he always take it to the wrong side...

i don't is my english so bad that he cant understand or his english
is bad that he cant understand deeper english??0.o??so...which one
here?im the stupid one or his up slow??

it always make me wanna break my head on the floor so that i cant think properly....
advice sometimes help sometime not at all..it make things worse than ever!!!
aiyo~

or maybe i should go back to the old me..by being play girl it would not
be hard for me anyway it easy....but being loyal to a person but that another
person not loyal and very good in saying sweet words that make your heart melting
by the time you forget to think that what he said is for real....

...Belle...