a week has been too long!

i've been busy for quit sometime now...being sick and head pain...seems like my brain keep going around,around and round...now,i finally understand that dealing with a lot of things can make anyone crazy and dump!
doing revision and trying to cop up being a AJK....

next thing,this one is like a heart to heart talk but not a sweet talk...
being one of the AKJ is a hard job and i understand that scold other prefect in public is embrassing...i totally get but the problem is THEY did not do their job...
please lah wei~wake up!!

DO YOUR "F"ISH JOD ANG OPEN YOUR "F"ISH MOUTH!!!



...Belle...

a lot of change

i know this is a dairy but a public dairy that anyone can read...
i don't always say the things that happens around me or during the day...other people might use bad attention toward me...if you get what i mean lah...
sometimes it's nice to write for the "good" things...write your heart out when nobody you can share with...

now days i have a lot of fancy agenda to be done...which is breaking my head off...i don't really show this kind of emotion,only when im over stress...i'll blurs into flame...
im dealing with my unfinished homework,project,prefects job and revision....it sound simple but it's hard to balance those things at the same time on the same day for most of the time...
when im over stress i use to listen to music for 3 hours to relax my mind...in that 3 hours i do a lot of things but never do...worst part,im still ailing!surely,im not enjoying it....

a week long has past,i did not went to school had a bit relax...now im back to school seems like everything change...duty,form teacher as long school stuff...haiz~besides that,world greatest friend suddenly become melandic in font of boys...im not use to her like that!seriously,when i saw it makes me feel so sensitive about it...truly,im not use seeing her like this...but anyways look at the bright side,new experience with other nation people...'in love'
this surely will took her a long long long time until other men comes into her life...so,im gonna hear his name for million times,i bet more than that...=="



...Belle...

ASEAN SCHL GAMES

i did not get to write because i was busy with Asean School games(basketball)...every single days makes me tired and tired...nothing of the duty are heavy but in the end of the day still feels forlornly...

while i was there,we get to do things and watch the match...i always and will be the supporter of Philippines in any type of sports or games....i was kinda anxiety because i wonder what will be the expiration of yuki when she meet the Filipino's boys....for my knowledge she never meet one before so....you know...kinda worried me....like what if she don't like them....but all my worries now are gone,because she actually like them.....really really LIKE "THEM".....
im happy with that....she also makes me jumble too....wired right??? ya,i know too =="

on last Thursday 15 of July.....she makes a deal....
there are two box of "erm,don't know how to explain" but the catch was one of the box is empty....
i have to choose either one of them...if i get correct that thing will be mine....but if wrong i have to give it to a Filipino player number 6....so,i think it over and sounds fair enough....
i lose ><"....i have to rap it with gift paper it will be more presentive when i give it to him... guess what??i rap this present at 7 elven after our breakfast at petaling street at 7 am...

im starting to miss the cheering,going around,do anything you want,watch the match...not even 2 days i miss all those things already...cheer for my favorite team until i have no voice and getting sick....yerrr...i hate being sick...not fun at all...

exercises

now days,as you all may know that im into badminton so much...so,during the weekends im playing badminton with my dad or relative or church members....i sweat a lot and forlornly but its worthy!!anyways,there is old saying that exercises is good for health and brain too..haha~
start at 8 a.m. till 5 p.m. but i get to break for 3 hours...today was a nice game!im starting to improve~wheeeee~

move on....
allow me to explain,why on earth i don't like to mingle with the peolpe that not every close to me...(meaning chat with them)boy or girl is just the same..."SOMETIMES!!"don't misunderstand me~okey?!
:BECAUSE:
-misunderstanding
-conversation hangging
-trying hard to find a topic(for me)
-hamsap(boys)
-unpleasant
-hash
-too emotion(showing to much!)

that's all!!!!



...Belle...

report card

daddy came to take my card at school...
well,the first semester i get 3rd place in class with flying colours...then second semester still get 3 rd place in class but im not satisfied with my grades...especially one particular teacher that teach 2 subjects and they are my MOST favorite subjects because of her i fail...i will not relaying on her but i still need her to explain to me,so that i can understand further...i wonder,who could possibly accept her as a teacher??she is not qualified to be a teacher...

my class teacher did not say bad things about me only said that im lazy most of the time....true!true!it is in my nature..wakakakaka~!
have to prepare for the coming examination....

one more thing,the trees in front of my school has been cut down...
its very sad to see this kind of things...speechless!




...Belle...