mommy's birthday

after tuition dad came and fetch me...
when i went into the car he said that we're going to melaka right now...
i was wondering why there??actually is all because of the otak-otak(food)...
warlao wei~although it was just a few hours drive but very tired leh!
some more i did not have a nap,that's why im super tired...
it was just a small party for mommy friends and family around...ate the food that she likes then go home...
i reach k.l around 4 a.m. just 2 hours sleep then go to school....
LOL~!crazy
15 mintues to 7 a.m. before i fix my school beg and rush to school....=="



...Belle...

pimple ><"

i don't know what did i do or eat that make me have a pimple right on the center of my nose...
it is very pain and look as big as 10 sen..what make me feel terrible is that is so big and in red colour like im as in reindeer =="......
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it's been such a long time i did not have pimples except pimple marked.....
can i wear mask to school besides it in only a couple of weeks....=[
fast fast get off~!haiz~!



...Belle...

June 26

woke up early in the morning suddenly thought of going to perak...
so,i followed my parents nothing spectacular about it...
when i reach k.l. i called yuki to ask weather she able to go back late...im planing to bring her along with me to go church then play badminton with my family and some church member friends....

it was yuki's first time to come to my church,i don't really know if she fully understand the teaching or not...anyway,it is also my first time to see her dress so appropriate...she told me she only use inside her room never wear it outside...she really does look like a professional..hahahaha~

after church,it was your time to play and sweat sweat sweat sweat the whole way through!!the game was great wish we had more time to play..all of us,reach home about 12 midnight hope still have for next time...^-*

...Belle...

short post...

i felt very bad that i can't go to prefects camp cause this is a very rare opportunity...
even the activities sounds very fun something like team building,i never try camping or had sleep over any of my friends house before..so,i don't any experience @.@"

suppose to be today,Jane,yuki and me plan to play badminton but it did not work out as we planed..seen it was been cancel,i decided to follow my aunt for jalan-jalan cari makan and spend time with my cousins...im tired but i still enjoy~whenever im with them there are always trouble or things to do like babysitter..haha~anyway,i don't mind cause my older cousin is there with me...she is having collage holiday until August..hehe~got someone accompany me....



...Belle...

what's wrong with me today??

im very jumble right now..i don't know what's wrong with me...
i feel normal but inside of me,feel like wanna find trouble with someone or something...
whenever my mood is normal the look of my face look sad and bored,sometime its hard for me to fancy what i thinking or feels..had a some argument in class with my friends,to tell what should we do to improve our-self..

when i reach home i realize that my mom haven't go to work...out of no where,the 'dragon' and the 'bear' were screaming out loud and throwing fire balls each other while i was busy cooking for my lunch..before that,i went out to the shop buy some few things for me to cook...when im about to go back home i have to cross the road then 5 minutes walk before i reach home...so,while i was crossing the road...there is this school bus wanna U-turn while the driver was waiting the cars to pass by her,i look right and left for crossing road safety...

i remember clearly that they were no cars,the bus made his U-turn and i take the opportunity to cross over the road...suddenly,3 cars pop up and i stop at the middle of the road...after the cars pass i continue to cross over,i just look at my umbrella not even one minute...next thing i know,i heard a loud hon...a Honda car almost hit me lucky he break early if not i bet i'll end up in the hospital....



...Belle...

i feel anxiety

early in the morning,doing my duty as always during the assembling for the rest 2 years
i will be in charge the bahagian discipline...what makes me like to do this job is because everyday there are different thing to do...for most of the time i went back to class very late and i will miss few periods...deepen on how plenty is the kesalahan that the students do...

this week is my first week without Vivian(ex-k.discipline)so i have to do all by myself...i finally understand why she was scold people who is very noop in doing the works that had been ask...it was just every simple but they all make it hard...

sometimes i feel that i been pull in millions of direction,i did want to scold people especially early in the morning...i just wish it will be batter after a few days...wish me all the best...
NO MORE SCOLDING PEOPLE EARLY IN THE MORNING AND BLACK FACE!!!!!


...Belle...

Wang Zhen Wei

hehe~i think everyone know who is this gay..who act as a bad person in karate kid as Cheng!!i like him~=X
yesterday i watch the movie again...i never felt boring with the movie even i watch for a hundred times..while i was watching movie with my parents suddenly i receive sms from 2 'people'...how disturbing is that??i just can't take off my eyes on him...i try to search in yahoo and google but i can't find anything about him something...non at all...this picture is the best that i found...

next thing,i heard very bad news about my 2 uncle's...they had a fight each other over business,so in the end one of them went to hospital my uncle Balong hit his head and had blood clothing in the end he can't remember anyone..family,relatives or friends...all of us are worried about him now...




...Belle...

bad trend

Let be very frank with anyone who are reading now...i have a huge issue about attitude,other people's attitude especially boys...that makes me wanna break their bone,pull the hair,slap the face and hit their ass off...for heaven sake!!BE A MAN and act like one...BE A GENTLEMAN and make sure you do it,where ever you are or who ever your with even with your parents not just by saying you are "one"...how are you suppose to treat a lady??your mother consider as a lady only that their old or maybe not....how will a girl or lady admire someone like you??please do something about it and think of it as a emphasis....one more thing,please don't act like your STUPID seen you have brain like anyone else on earth!!!

That kind of person i will consider as guy,because trying too hard to be/act a woman...sometimes it get worse for being useless...do any parents teach moral at homes??i wanna purging on gays with a pig brain...BOYS!BOYS!BOYS!!!@#$%^&!!!%$#@^!....however,i don't have much complain about girls..when i don't like something about them i just try to keep my distance away from them or i just be frank with them by face to face before that i will try to keep my temper down until i can't bare to stand that particular person...


actually what makes me talk about this topic because,today i watch movie with my dear sister...well,the truth was she have a blind date with "..." and begging me to accompany her..at last minute,she told me that someone will be joining us which is two more...therefore,the totally number was 2 girls 3 boys.... kinda have "acting" for few reason..
for the bottom of my heart,those 3 boys are bullshit..PIG BRIAN!!different type of attitude which were suck as hell...i should call them 3 guys...from now onwards these 3 are blacklist from my own list of friends....anyway,'_ _ _' does not consider as my friend...his a loser and fu*ck his life!

...Belle...

free ticket...

My mother told me that someone from the royal family gave my mom
a ticket for any movie valid till December 2010 although is not a huge thing
but for me is YES!!my friends and i always wanna watch 3D movie but it always
fell,it does not feel cool...do you know when someone else get to watch when ever they want
but you don't get to do the same way they did,it felt so bad..right??

anyway,i cannot give further information about the royal...because write something it might
get sue...so,i'm gonna keep it safe..seen my mom's reputation in it...
if my mom is not gonna watch with me i will invite my dearest friend which is YUKI...
who knows me very well,more than anyone else...i'm actually very surprise that she will know
about me very much...besides,most of her friends know that she always put her friends "first"...


...Belle..

holidays.....

I'm back in k.l after a long trip from kuantan....
had a lot of fun...starting to miss the view of the ocean and the smell...
it was so windy and peace...i would love to show all of you the pictures that i taken
but i super lazy to upload those pictures...when i was there in kuantan i don't even feel
like wanna write the things that happen during the day...i would online just to my face book and play games for hours and hours...

i don't know why..once in a while i felt that i miss out a lot in face book...seen everyone is enjoying and having fun...i felt boring...=="
now,i my brain is empty..i don't know what else to say....so,i gonna stop for now...
bye~!
happy holidays again....=X




...Belle...

east to west

this is the song that my group use to perform...
it is a very meaningful song..for any Cristin...
this song keeps going in to my mind...i LOVE it~=D
or you can listen through youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyoVJfADlwo

East to WEST by Casting Crowns

Here I am Lord and I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you've cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before you now
As though I've never sinned but today
I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your [T]ruth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus, you know just how far
The East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
(The arms of your mercy I find rest)
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scar[r]ed hand to the other(x2)

(Just how far, the East is from the West) (x3)

From one scarred hand to the other

...Belle...

teacher's day

everyone agreed that smksm had the best teacher's day ever!!it was not as boring like the previous years before...however what i think is the most best part is that the PA system has been change it faction more BETTER, it cost 20 thousand ringgit just arrived the day before the teacher's day...

before i continue i wanna thank my beloved sister YUKI for helping me...around 5-6 am i went to her house just to help me to make up before i went to school...it was so beautiful and perfect!Of course,i can't forget MABEL for helping me to do my hair...muacksss =D

early in the morning i was kinda emo,i guess it's because i scared that my group dance would end up like a mess...for all the hard work we've done and try to endure the difficulties that we face...and so the good news was the performance end up to be better then yesterday...(=
Carmen,Mable,Yi Heng and Kuok Wei...we made it!!!XDD
the best performance goes to Sydney Pong and his team member...he is good for entertainment..hahaha~

after school,i meet up with my sisters and watch the movie"Happy go Lucky"..it is a good lesson and funny to watch...i had a great day and feel tired at the same time....wooo~AWESOME!!!!

...Belle...

scared...

LOL...i thought today i can practise so that i can improve...
only after school we practise...if im not mistaken only 30 mins
and in that time is not a real practise,we were like you do yours then i do mine...
not the whole team do together....although half of my body pain like hell...i still wanna practise...
to make it perfect...

most of all,i did not want my team to know that half of my body is in pain...
i don't know how the hell kuok wei find out about it...=="
paise~but i still to thank him for the advice =]

early morning i cant get up from my bed because
my back is PAIN...too painful that i had
to ask my daddy to send me to school a bit late then usually..and i can't sit properly even walk..is just like i lost my leg...my gosh,i did not that this will happen...


besides this,i wanna tell everyone that even though my name is going to change to another
but still...i repeat STILL my real n.name is STILL BELLE...is just that my aunt want me to change my name in facebook...the name Avelino is my father side family name....so next time please don't ask me again...why change??cause of my aunt...don't ask me why....




...Belle...

dance routine

i think Carmen fade up with me cause i can't memories the dance routine...
and also cause her pain and head pain...i have to dance more than 100 times to
remember the steps...

but im also luck that Seet is guide me through the way...=)
and there are boys dancing with us...im not use to dance with boy that i
don't know...i feel ashamed O.O"
but after a while those feeling gone already...haha~

i start practise from morning until afternoon...i have to say thank you to
marble for sending me home...=]
even my breakfast i did go and eat..."im not on diet ok??"
just don't feeling of eating...3 days before teachers day...and i have 2 days left
to make sure i don't mess up...we still have to cut some of the dance because madam Ee
ask us to~...

well,my friends..wish me luck...and i really need it...and make up you shout out loud...
haha~don't worry i can hear you...from the heart lah..of course...and lastly..THANK YOU~!!!!



...Belle...