Too tired...

Today was PS,PPS and KP pelantikkan...
i THINK it went alright...cause I don't know what's going on that time...
we actually can't move nor look around...all I know was im sweating like im
taking a bath non-stop sweating....too hot already!

After recess, practise dancing..i thought i was out from the team...
i have no news seen last week...i forget the dance than now i have to memories
again....LOL~
I have four days left and i don't know why im so freaking nervos and scared at the same time...
i never felt like this when i have any performance only now...i scared i mess up...all because of ME...
i for sure don't wanna let that happen...

i never study the whole day...haha~means i don't have use my brain >"<
during this afternoon it was heavy rain..aiyo~suddenly it reminds me of "someone"
because of the weather,i was not able to play ball...==" super hate it
when i get up to my bus then take a place to sit....my eyes was like closing
and i felt asleep...
ok~image me sleeping then my mouth was wild open and my head keep falling down...
how embarrassing~

tomorrow will be another day,i bet that im gonna be busy again..



...Belle...

happy birthday....

yup!yup!my daddy's birthday....

hahaha~i get a lot of comment that my dad looks young......

and he much more look like my older brother....

im not sure how are we gonna celebrate today....

so im waiting.....

furthermore,he is only in his 30's......

I LOVE YOU DADDY...!!!!

...Belle...

errr!!

im quit angry cause my hand phone camera can't work...i can't take PICTURE!!!!!
sometimes it works sometimes no....errr~i know i should send to the "hand phone hospital"
but i scared that they will say 'i think when your charging your phone you did not off it...that's why now side your phone have problem..so,you have to leave your phone here a couple of weeks..'


LOL...later my mom will kill me for not taking care properly of my phone...haiz~
which mean very time im hang out with my friends i have to bring along my camera....haiz~it's heavy and ma fan leh~!ish...ish ish ish....hate it!!!any idea on what should i do to my phone???anyone??


...Belle...

get well soon!my dear...

this picture look cute...right??no matter she is with make-up or without make-up...she always looks great..i just sometimes i don't get why does she said her self ugly??hmmmm.........

next thing,she is not able to go to school nor tuition cause she is affected by H1N1...right now,she is at sg. Buloh hospital and visiting is not allowed..she will be there for 2 weeks...i worried so much about her...i just hope will get well soon...i think everyone is worried about her...

mid-year exam is still going on and i think she wont get to do the exam...when i told my dad that

she was affected by H1N1 he was super shock.....you should see his face when i told him...

what a news!!

when i reach my class...CH and my sister told me that one of our friend has married....
to tell the truth i never thought that he'll be married that soon..believe me,when you
see the person im taking about you will ask a lot of question...example :-why does he always look that sleepy??do he have any sleep at all??
oh,by the way..if you're wondering who is it...i don't wanna mention his name...
im not gonna say bad things about him...im just telling you the story what i heard
from my friends...clear??

so,the most shocking thing that i heard is that,if his first child will be a girl....
then,he should be the first one who will broke her virginity rather than other boys
take it or 'do' it to her...his able to do that
to his very own child or should i say his own BLOOD...that can be consider as "rape" violation and abuse...
how could a person think like that and he is going to be father soon...
so soon~!that is the most ridiculous excuse i ever heard in my life...honestly!

but in the bright side,i still wish him happiness in life and have a wonderful life..lastly,i hope
he will not have a baby girl now or in future...


...Belle...

start over again...

i think it's already been 8 months seen i never change my background....
so now there's a new one..more girlly type one too!hahaha~don't blame if it's too pink...
cause i love pink so much....for me this will be a new chapter in my life or story that
im gonna write from now on...besides that,the music also is very similar to what im feeling
right now....

"its alright,it's ok..im so much batter without you and i won't sorry"
and so on with the lyrics....
there is nothing else for me to say..so,from now bye!



...Belle...

exam week...

guess what?im having mid-year exam 3 weeks in a row...
and im here playing games enjoying my time...watching tv,listening to
music and lastly chatting.....
while other people is trying to do their best by doing revision.....

besides this,alot of thing happen to my life this week...creazy stuff!!
i dont know weather should i share it...my mind said yes but my heart said no...
so in still thinking...and the answer will be no...
oooopppppssss.....sorry for disappointment....
allow me to tell you why....because i dont wanna make up story...
and after i tell you...you maybe feel that im "perasan"


im starting to feel that i might close this blog....
LOL~!


...Belle...

head pain

right now,i feel very head pain...if i dont do something to
relax my mind...i would end up in the hospital...i feel my brain
is heavy,pain and also wanna vomit....

i pray that i will be fine.....
now.im out!!i have revision to do!!!
aaaggggggrrrrrrrr.....




...Belle...

p.malam

during the afternoon i had a group study with yuki,at leisure mall-Starbucks....
but what we do was playing our laptop from 3-5.30 pm...
then the other 1.30 hours we did abit revision only...just that short time...

at 7 pm i straight went for tuition while yuki get to go around
at leisure mall because she stop perdagangan class...and the teacher is super active
but cant understand what she teach...it wont go inside my brain..no matter how many times
she teach or explain....

when class ended,i follow my parents to pasar malam for dinner..."asam laksa"
actually it was not my cup of tea!!so,i ate prawn mee..hahaha~after that,went for a walk....
while we were busy looking at the clothes...my mom shout in anger and kick a person...
when i turn back and see it was a middle age woman and beside her was her child...
my mom kick her ass cause her tried to open my mom's hand beg..

mom : WHY DID YOU OPEN MY BEG???
woman : I did not open..i was just passing by...
mom : My daughter and i saw you open it!

then,the woman just walk off....

this is why mom dislike to walk at pasar malam...i bet that woman feel very pain
because my mom kick her damn hard...furthermore,she was a skinny and short type
of person...and i know my mom is very good in kicking!!she able to be the master in
kicking..and can be a actor in the movie kick-ass~!!




...Belle...

urine test

Leong Kit and Marcus call me out from the class...
because we were assign to help Pn.Yusaslida in the bilik
sejarah...before we went down,we have to find other prefect
so that it will be equal....2 boys 2 girls

before i enter bilik sejarah...i can smell something smelly
and i cant explain what smell is that....issshhh~really cant stand it...
they were 36 students from all forms 3-5...
30 boys and 6 girls...they were been call cause they have urine test...
why??to see weather they took drunks or not??LOL!!


to be impress non of them took drunks...ALL OF THEM 36 people....
im starting to think that our school students are good boys and girls...
hahaha~



...Belle...

busy week....

yup,im gonna be busy...because next week will
be exam week after that it's report card day...of course,
i have to do batter...is very common thing for all the students that
care about their future...

my sister and i plan group study at leisure mall on Wednesday,Thursday,
and Friday...well,i think it will be both of us only...anyway,it's more better...
less people we can control our self...when time's up we're going to tuition...which actually
is very interesting thing for me....i been to a lot of tuition center out of all of them
i like the tuition center im in now..
teachers are friendly and teach very good too...

im trying to make myself busy so that i wont be boring and keep complaining....
do sometime i like...on the other hand,although im busy maybe i still going to online
but sometimes it deepen on my mood weather i want or not..
bye for now....^-^






...Belle...

i hate it.......

now only i've notice that my life will suck without you...
ya...ya..ya...i know...how could this happen....
i dint know how to explain myself to him...nether to show
my feel nor care towards him...there's always a big wall
in font for me..then when i think it back...a feeling of full regret..
haiz~i've try to break the ice but he always take it to the wrong side...

i don't is my english so bad that he cant understand or his english
is bad that he cant understand deeper english??0.o??so...which one
here?im the stupid one or his up slow??

it always make me wanna break my head on the floor so that i cant think properly....
advice sometimes help sometime not at all..it make things worse than ever!!!
aiyo~

or maybe i should go back to the old me..by being play girl it would not
be hard for me anyway it easy....but being loyal to a person but that another
person not loyal and very good in saying sweet words that make your heart melting
by the time you forget to think that what he said is for real....

...Belle...