MY BIRTHDAY~

56 minutes til 12 a.m. by that time im finally 17 years old and that the time i was BORN...WOW~
For me is still hard to accept that im 17 years old already, i always feel that im still 15 years old...
im getting older every day but inside of me is young...haha~it does not make sense huh?

Im 100 persent not sure how will i celebrate my birthday for this year..because there was no plan at all...In my mind, my favorate present for this year will be GIVE ME MONEY for SHOPPING!!(will be one of my list for b.day present)

Im been living as a lonely person for 2 weeks and 1 day,but guess what?Im fine with it!!XD
im absudly fine~(if you get what i mean)

5 minutes more than is 30 of november....IM REBORN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....




...Belle...

Went to school

The only reason that i went to school was because i need to give back the books to the school...so,my school beg was heavy and add more back pain for me!!ISH~
there was no trouble in school im happy with that...just chat the whole day through
LOL!
after school i ask my sister to sent me to Leisure mall because i waited for a very long time to do my nails...it is not as beautiful as the pro people did it...very simply i don't even bother but the next time i will do like pro does cause i might get complain from my mother or aunt ...



...Belle...

confuse

I wanna make a decision but im scared that i cant do it....haiz~
can anyone show a sign to me so that it will be easy??huh?!
HAIZ~
my back pain come again!!it hurts so much i cant even sit properly or laugh...almost half of my body...this is really sucks....seriously SUCK!!!
issssshhhhh...
i have to make up my mind on something...why is it so hard for me??



...Belle...

stay at home

I stay at home doing all the home stuff...
Cooking,cleaning,washing....im still cool with it,when im boring i might go out and find people to have fun..seriously,KL does not have a lot of place to go..so,i feel very boring already because no place to go anymore...

I love to go to Sunway play with my friends but the place is too much people and is hard to go far place when i don't have car...
LOL!

25 days more!


...Belle...

Bitter Sweet

I don't know why will i say that my life is like bitter and sweet...maybe for other it does not seem that way but for me YES it is...hard to explain!

I never went to school today,anyways what's the point?what's the different with school and at home..in the class we just sleep through out the day...

I woke up at 1 pm just now because i was not able to sleep yesterday...well,my dear sister you can't blame me for not answering your calls...further than that she ask me to watch movie which was about a wife who has a breast cancer and i cant forget that it was super touching!!it make both of us crying...if you wanna check it out the movie call LOVE CUT...at the movie theater there were not much people not even more than 5 people but it was nice...

That's all of today!!good night...=)



...Belle...

The month of 11

The starting day of NOVEMBER..it's hard for me to believe that this month is already november,time went by very fast and i finally gonna be 17 years old...GOSH~im already big enough to do stuff..

As i recall when i was young i want to be 18 straight,so that i can enjoy without parents control..but now things are different,being a older adult has to do alot of things and worry things to survive..like work to earn money,payments,bils and so on...i finally understand that you should enjoy being in a young age cause there's not much stuff to think about because things is not easy as it looks like..

Being a mature is hard,but life still has to go on...to be honest i very worry about my education thing are getting hard...my stepping stone will be GET MORE A'S AS I CAN AT MY SPM EXAM...i also know that action speak louder than words...im doing my best..may God help me to fulled my dreams...

29 days to my birthday...



...Belle...